I found out I was a waste.

I found out that I'm not wanted.

I found out that I didn't want to be born from him.

I found out that I was a waste of money.

I found out that I would be better by myself.

I found out I was a lie.

I found out life was hell.

I found out that I was challenged by life it's self every day.

I found out that he wanted me to go away.

I found out.

I found in myself that I wish he would go away.

I found that my wish will never come true.

I found out that only death does let us part.

I found out that would take forever.

But what I didn't find out is that I wish it might be true.....

Finding out the truth is harder then not finding the truth at all.

I wish I didn't find what I was truly looking for in him.