My Suicide

I Have something that burns deep inside of me
A secret I've kept for no one to see
A secret of wounds
Wounds that make me feel so helpless inside
I can't make it leave though I've tried

Starring out the window
Nothing seems to make sense
I don't know who to trust
I put up my defense
Nobody can reach me now
I've built up a fence

I scream out loud "What do I do?"
"I feel the pain. Must I bleed too?"
Write on the wall with my crimson wrists
lay down and wait till I fall into deaths empty bliss

Can't stop me now its is to late
I'll I can do is sit here and wait
Tell my Mom I love her & I'll miss her well
Tell my dad "Fuck you I'll meet you in Hell"