Heart For Free

Used only by me
Little tiny broken heart
Doomed from the start
It's much too small to be good for much
A paper weight or something of that such
I'll give it up for a good price
With a little care, I'm sure it would treat you real nice
Me? Oh I'll get by
I'll just smile on the outside
And no one will know
That I let such a beautiful thing go

I don't need a heart; I've just made up my mind
Instead I'll use her vacancy sign

Heart for free
Heart for free
Not my mind
Or my vacancy sign

Ungracious

It's time to do it
It's time to start
No reason to live
I'm falling apart
Slit it's wrists and watch it flow
Give in and just let go

Maybe someday, you see me
Standing across the waves
And than you'll know
That I gave up, and let you go

All this pain
Never was apart
Never really fit
Backwards and sideways
Inside your evil heart

Maybe someday, you see me
Standing across the waves
And than you'll know
Everything you did was for nothing
And I still let go

Tried and tried
Used and wasted
All my struggle was for not
In the end, I never was a part

Maybe someday, you see me
Standing across the waves
And than you'll know
Everything, it meant nothing
And as hard as I worked, I never became anything

Now you see, now I know
It's so clear
I took and took and never let you take
Now I know, you were a mistake

Sick Shade of Blue

Can't you see
This is not me
Yes you, I need to be free

Fly, painless and high
Run with all my lovers
Fall over and into all the things I need
I never want to bleed

But this blood still flows from my heart to the floor
Carve it out and throw it away
Never really needed you
Turned me a sick shade of blue
With you, I'll never be
Without, I'm not me

Can't you see
I never used you
Never hurt you
Why? This is not me!
Yes you, let me be

Pumped and made me see
That I'll never be
Let me die, can't you see
This is not me