Mirror on the Wall

I stare into the mirror hating what i see
My blood runs cold
My eyes are empty
My reflection taunts me
Makes me go insane
Looking at myself it brings me so much pain
I look at myself and see a soul filled with sorrow
regret lies in my mind, hoping there's not tomorrow
Cursing the mirror i slowly walk away
Step into the darkness and slowly fade away

Night

I lay awake at night, listening to my every breath,
as my heartbeat pounds in my ear, I wonder why I'm still here
I have no will to live, to this world I have nothing to give
I wish my life would cease to be, to put an end to my misery.
I've been hurt to many times before,I just cant handle any more
tears materialize in my bloodshot eyes as i cry myself to sleep
I pray not to wake , and yet i always do.........



You

I loved being in your arms
I knew you would keep me from harm
Your warmth it drew me in
When did all of this begin?
I adores you sweet caress
You helped me to always be my best
I trusted you with my heart
But now you want to be apart
No more warmth in your arms
No more kisses keeping me from harm
No more feeling your sweet caress
I will always remember no less
The pain in me tears me apart
It rips straight through my heart
I cry myself to sleep
My feelings to myself i must keep
I put on a happy face
and walk around from place to place
I try my best not to break down in front of you
But its the hardest thing I've ever had to do
I pretend I'm okay
This role i will play
Everything you told me was a lie
you told me you would never make me cry
Why did i believe you
When nothing you told me was true